Absent for Awhile

I have not been writing for awhile. I ask myself why not. I have been having problems with my vision which I have been trying to ignore. I need to get it checked. I get headaches a lot especially at the computer. By the way my job is sitting at a computer most of the day. Sometimes its just easier to ignore things. Or is it. Ignoring it isn't going to make the problem I am having any better. Only action and an eye doctor can do that. Ignoring things hasn't really worked out for me my whole life, I am trying to grow and improve on that but sometimes I fall back into old comfortable patterns. I read a quote that I share with some colleagues, I can't remember exactly who said it but it speaks volumes. "We must become the change we want to see". OUCH! You mean there is no easy way for my eyes to get better, for my vision to be 20/20 again. That is so not fair, right? Who is with me? Wait, I'm not with me either. Change is inevitable. What sets us apart is how we handle it. Who we turn to during it, and what we do after it is over.