Today

I have not been up for writing much these days. I have been trying to rest during the day to saved energy for football practice. Let me just say that Coach has been so great! I am not bragging its not my style but i have been giving all i can at practice. I am on this new type of meds for my dementia, Alzheimer's whatever it is. No pun intended but its just giving me more headaches. I feel more tired and un interested in stuff. I know through direction from my wife and everyone that i have to fight depression but its not alone in my every day activities. My Vivid hallucinations are very real and often frightening. I feel something hovering over me, almost like i am being watched. If i stay active i am usually OK, but things jump out at me at times. Cheryl says my dreaming has become more intense like crying and thrashing around. I know i will have good and bad days, so i have to roll with it. I am just happy to have another day, Today.